It's more than 2 yrs. now since Biloi's passing away, yet i am still hurting. Everyday i remember my son and i can' t help myself not to cry because i' m missing him so much.
I hate myself because despite the love and support of my husband and children, i still find it hard to move on. No matter how i tried , yet the pain remains in my heart.
Honestly, for almost 2 years i stop asking anything from God. I was afraid for He may not grant my request the same way that He has not extented Biloi's life.
This blog is intended for my son, Roi or Biloi as fondly called by family and friends. "MY HEART'S JOURNEY" will keep track of his happiness and sufferings as he continue to survive despite denial of an open heart surgery, the only way to correct his heart defect due to doctor's fear of just losing him caused by his critical heart condition particularly his RV failure.
